before i go to the PUSO board retreat, ill just write a quickie entry...

finals are done! woo hoo! now i can sleep w/o worries (for a month)... but yea yesterday was good... when we went to sierra first so solomon could study w/ dre and daniel for stats... then i went to mad and kathy's room to check my grade (score!)... got a 36... not anything to be happy about... a little less than mean, and the mean is a B, so i guess i got myself a B-... talked to mad and rich for a little while... i just found out that mad was in my psych P9 class and i didn't even know it! haha... anyway, i went from there back to the commons where i attempted to study P9... then we did the normal napkin writing stuff... im saying normal cause now whenever we go to the commons to study for finals, we must write on napkins... anyway... i started a cool napkin chain where i wrote two lines of a story and everyone else had to complete the story as they went... it was a funny ass story and it was completely random :)... after that came home and took a sleep...

this morning i met up w/ bryant, rich, and ryan in the tables @ the Student Center Terrace and i purchased the scantrons for them (cause they're sooo expensive and im such a nice guy) and then Rich and Bryant and I went to SSLH to take our P9 final... im sooo glad it wasn't too hard... but still dissappointed that we had a final on friday... anyway... when i was done, the ex-sierrans met up in front of the door and just chillaxed... then went to the TV room @ CSL and took a nap there... after that i had lunch w/ the pusoboard directors and tennessee and we did very hardcore stuff... i would have to kill you if i told you :) j/k. now its off to ro's place to get ready to go to big bear!

have a happy holiday everyone!

~ja matte!

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why'd i write this at 5:05 pm?

so instead of planning to study the whole day and purchasing my holiday homie gift, i become a bum and hang in front of the computer... i did redesign the blogger... i think its nice... very very very simple but it does its job... i need hella comments on how i can improve on the design! anyway... yea just was on the computer for most of the day... except for taking a shower... i haven't even eaten yet!

so now im planning to go get my gift before the stores close... just hope its not sold out like the stupid bear... and then study study study! its psych, so im hoping its not gonna be too bad...

~ja matte!

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why'd i write this at 5:33 pm?

finally biosci94 is done!!! yea i kinda bombed the final... but its done! and it will be curved! other people were stressin' while taking the final too, so that's a good sign... the final didn't let me down, so that's good... more like relieved (a la the imood.com indicator... i took my RA letter of recommendation to Rahim to give to Jill Young... im really worried about that just cause when i looked over the forms, i realized that the two guys i have (Jill and Kieron) don't know me intimately well... ah well. after that went straight to IKEA to get the 20-something inch tall stuffed teddy bear for my holiday homie for pusoBOARD... unfortunately for me they were sold out, so as a consolation, i got a hot dog.

went back home, called every other IKEA store in southern california and every store was sold out of their bear... and their next shipment would be coming december 10... 2 days after the retreat! well vince, that's what you get for procrastination :( maybe i can get my holiday homie the first gift then give her the IKEA gift the next day, or something... gonna get the first gift @ the mall tomorrow... good thing i called all those IKEA stores cause i was sooo ready to drive down to burbank just for a $10 bear... anyway... i took that time to take a phatty nap (as usual)... didn't dream anything too exciting...

the roomies slowly came in, and then the rest of the afternoon was playing smash bros (i suck at that game now)/ cs / ghost recon... then solomon decides that maybe we should study or something... so at around 7/8 we decide to take a trip to the science library while kevin studies in sierra for his polisci final... instead of going to the sci lib, we decide to just chillax in CV and stuff... i stole ngoc and clare's slippers/candy and we "borrowed" their bottles (more on this later).

then we went to the MC commons to get a bite to eat... then suddenly anil and dre and kami and mike (101) and nikki come and chillax w/ us while eating... that was fun stuff just cause we were just being hella random. solomon owned me for a day, all because of a couple of rounds of rock, paper, scissors... and then doing all this old stuff like ryan pouring salt into food and throwing napkins and stuff... anyway the sierrans left and we went to the study area in the commons... ryan took one of the big bottles and filled it up with soda! later i did the same with another bottle... hey, free soda, plus the advantage of taking your bag into the commons? score! the whole study session in the commons wasn't really a study thing... kinda unproductive... but still it was fun... in the middle of studying, ryan signed his name on a napkin and passed it around, signing our names on it... and then we started drawing on napkins about what we were currently thinking (mine was gamecube, "left", coffee, sleep, psych P9, cs, gamecube)... and then we went to sierra to pick up kevin... solomon didn't go to sierra... i, among others, believe that solomon could be scared of entering sierra... idk that's just my observation... anyway we left for home after that and that's it... tomorrow is psych study day!

oh btw i have a new abbreviation! instead of omg (oh my god!), i will say adm (ay dios mio!) instead just cause it sounds sooo much better... hopefully it will catch on... **haha whatever vince!!! as if your "new words" didn't catch on either (i.e. similiar!)** idk... it will catch on. oh and ryan linked my blog to his journal... spent a little time "editing" some content :).

~ja matte!

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why'd i write this at 1:11 am?

oh yes... i forgot to add some stuff that i wanted to add... it was why i wanted to write the last entry in the first place...

...i had a dream last night... i was really scary... hence my imood of "troubled"... i was in sierra and then some stuff happened (it was a dream... i don't remember!) and then suddenly "left" was there and she was next to some guy... and then suddenly in front of everyone they start making out... so i start yelling and mourning and shouting. really loud. in another dream the same thing happened only with another girl that i liked and a guy that i was unable to figure out who it was... anwyay... after i do my whole yelling deal, i start looking for light switches cause kevin told me that you can have lucid dreams by finding out you are actually dreaming by checking if light switches work... so that's what i do, but at that point im semi-conscious/almost awake so it doesn't work... and then the dream fades and then i suddenly see kieron telling me the exact same words that he said in an email he sent me yesterday about RA reccomendations... that part was just really odd and random, cause kieron was in sierra too...

ok. ive made up my mind... since i have NO game whatsoever when it comes to girls, if nothing happens with "left", that will be fine. i will be cool with it... cause every time i say i like someone, i don't do anything to try to talk or get to know that person a little more... which is pathetic, i know, but that's just me... so i need manballs for that kind of thing... but yea if i don't even do anything to the extent of asking her out or whatever, that will be fine. i will definitely stick to my "no g/f's until medical school" thing again - which is horrible, since i never had a g/f before in my life, but i don't care... that can wait, damnit.

i just hope medical school comes really quickly.

~ja matte!

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why'd i write this at 11:27 am?

today was a lot of non-studying... but i still feel on track, im just not where i would like to be... wow i just saw a ton of people get signed off and on... this time it wasn't with the on-campus freaks, it was people who lived in the IAC areas... maybe the ones with cox cable... hhmph whatever. that was an odd little random thought... anyway... back to what i was saying... yesterday i leave early from LA after getting my moolah, but i find out that my mom was bringing home some yoshinoya and she arrived home 10 minutes after i left... ah phooey... anyway... coming to costa mesa, i saw ryan and solomon leave the parking area... they were gonna go study, probably at CV... haha. anyway, i go upstairs and i try to read, but i remembered that daniel invited me that i could download full albums off his computer... and there it was... i downloaded full albums off his computer :) that took a while just cause i was listening to the new albums while trying to read at the same time... didn't quite worked as planned... anyway... i did get to finish the sociology 63 reader though... but i still need to look over the textbook just in case... i decided to play some counterstrike (that's a bad habit! don't do it) for like 2 hours... then i went to sleep right after... ngoc and mireya and solomon and ryan came back and they brought in some food... i ate one of their chicken sandwiches and then they left for the study room downstairs... so i went back to my room to play more counterstrike then when i went to the living room i see solomon and kevin play some smash bros. so i play with them... and boy do i suck ass this time! that was a really bad game for me to play... hunaid then joined in (yea hunaid was with us for a while) so i used him to kick his ass to get points... you couldn't believe how much sucking i was going through in that game...

...anyway... kevin and i decided it was time to go visit sierra for the MC streaking thing... yea and everyone in sierra is all down to go streaking... its as if it was just another walk in the park :-/ but only naked... and guess what... the guys had some strap on duct tape dildos to run with... lordy lordy that was crazy... oh and plus nini and nikki were also down to streak... man, i give mad props for the sierrans cause they all got huge cajones! after that... the streakers and everyone "hung" around in the living room, just chillin... and then they all dispersed... i gave max payne to anil and carlos and they should be having fun with it by now... hehe.

~ja matte!

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why'd i write this at 10:32 am?

yo... i was meaning to write a journal entry yesterday, but i got hella tired...

...today was emeril day! at 12:00 emeril lagasse was gonna go to the costco at fountain valley to have his book signed!!! so i decided to go there to get three books signed... one for me, and two for gifts... when i got there, there were hella security guards and the line was curling ouside the building!!! remember, its costco, so the building is really long and wide... and if the line was wrapping around the building... yeah i guessed that would be an hour wait... so i said fcuk it... took the car and just drove around until the line got smaller... so i was just cruising around fountain valley, and i felt i was starting to drive into another city... so i busted a bitch... then all of a sudden, while busting a bitch, i swear i saw andrea in a car, on the drivers seat! mind you, what would be dre be doing driving, since she does not have a license, and what would she be doing randomly driving in fountain valley??? only I randomly drive to places! :o) anyway... i caught up to her to double check... and i swear (still) that it looked like andrea... then when we stopped at an intersection, she stopped a little far from the line, so i couldn't get a better look at her... ah well. i SWEAR! its dre! i talked to caren and dre about it... caren thinks i was lying, but i swear! well whatevers... i went back to costco to get my books signed (i purchased the unsigned ones before i left the first time) and the line was hella small... only waited for 20 mins :)... i shook emeril's hand, he personalized my book (costco said they wouldn't allow personalization) and yea that's the extent of my conversation with emeril... i was just too starstruck to say anything smart or thoughtful to emeril... i mean, its emeril!

went back to my bro's in tustin to go get some study/grand theft auto 3 on, and then ate at wendy's... after that came back home and then just crashed it...

today was cool too... not anything special... just woke up all hella late and then went to the science library to get some more studying done w/ caren, darlene (RA) and amy... got some more scoiology done... but i only finished a chapter (~30 pages) in 2 hours... that's really pathetic just cause i read hella slow... went to the commons and i ate hella fast so i can get to mass... mass was fun... i love singing (only in interfaith though) during mass... but yea after that i went to sierra up to now...

...so im in sierra right now typing up this diary entry in kamran's computer and while typing this, i realize that i really go to sierra a lot... i think i go to sierra the most compared to the other ex-sierrans... hey its all good... i guess... but anyway... im deciding whether or not i should go home home (in LA) cause i need money... idk... if i do, ill probably stay home for the night then come back by the afternoon possibly for mass... it depends...

~ja matte!

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why'd i write this at 9:29 pm?